who's fabulous? you readers, that's who!

my apologies bloggers, i have been slacking on my blogging responsibilities. i have been uber busy! busy doing what you may ask, why i'll tell you!

bonnaroo was great! i saw robert randolph and the family band, bonnie raitt made my bonnaroo, the motet, g love & special sauce, the wood brothers, robinella, ben folds, tom petty (who brought out stevie nicks!), radiohead, beck, clap your hands say yeah, rusted root, bela fleck and the flecktones, matisyahu, and i think that's it. whew. we had an awesome time, the highlights being the 18in dbl sided dildo, brian in general, marc's laugh and general charm, charging a toll, morning yoga, kel's "bonnaroo is a circle of safety" comment, pj, ozea, sarah, jef, kate, dan, harper, being with mtv2, sunshine, awesome tan, amazing dancing and so much more that i'm sure i'll think of again. though i had a wonderful time, i'm waiting for the line up before i say i'll go again, i was just tired of being so dirty with no hope of being clean! however i can't imagine missing out on the time with marc, kel and brian. it's just too good to miss!

so, we got from bonnaroo on monday morning (1am) and i got up for work the next morning, then went to pick up the kitten and drop off the camping gear in PTC. tuesday i went to bootcamp

there has been some jared drama. not really drama, well maybe. as you may or may not know i stopped speaking to jared when he demonstrated-yet again-that i am not a priority. well, so he sent an email and a few texts yesterday, and we ended up talking. the most shocking thing i learned was that he had started making payments on an engagement ring. so that was interesting, though to him i didn't spend too much time on it. i kinda breezed by that mention. and i don't know what to do, readers. i feel like i've been happier in these past two months than i've been in a long time, and though most of it has to do with an attitude change via bootcamp, there has to be some of it attributed to not being with him. at the same time, he's had some things happen in these two months that have changed him as well. could we have changed in the right way? or is this something that should not be revisited. also, i already feel a little haze over me from dealing with it at all. clearly, not a good sign. but then i'm always a little funkier when i haven't worked out yet. i dunno. i'm feeling very weary of the whole thing. honestly, i think i would rather not be talking to him, i think i still need time. i feel like i was just getting this solid foundation under me of this new person i'm becoming, someone i like a lot and he kind of offsets that. hmmm. i guess that's the answer. i just wish this magical person i'm supposed to be with would freakin' show up. ok. thanks for listening, i appreciate comments, enjoy the pics!

oh, oh. i also bonnie raitt last night at chastain. she was amazing (again!). when she sang "i can't make you love me" she started crying. i think it's amazing she is still so touched by that song. it is uber emotional. she and keb mo' (check him out!) sang "angel in montgomery" it was so beautiful, it made me feel like my heart was going to explode. i don't think i've been touched like that in a long time.